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Eclogues! the town laundry’s detergent phosphate

                    glut’s foul’d clear Snyders Creek—

                    I have a beautiful boy in the house,

                    learn keyboard notation, chords, & improvise

                         freely on Blake’s mantras at midnite.

Hesiod annaled Beginnings

                    I annal ends for No man.

Hail to the Gods, who are given Consciousness.

Hail to Men Conscious of the Gods!

Electric tempest!

                              Entire hillsides turned wet gold,

                              Leaf death’s begun, universal September

                                             Emerges in old maples

Goat bells near the house, not much in the

                              garden they can eat now anyway,

               & cow got beet tops and mangles already—

                                             What do dogs hear?

Birds squeak & chatter as Rooster call

                    echoes round house wall

Civilization’s breaking down! Freezertray’s

                         lukewarm, who knows why?

The year-old Toilet’s leaking at the heel—Wind

               Charger’s so feeble batteries are almost down—

Hundreds of black spotted tomatoes

               waiting near the kitchen wood stove

“Useless! useless! the heavy rain driving into the sea!”

Kerouac, Cassady, Olson ash & earth, Leary the Irish

                                   coach on the lam,

Black Magicians screaming in anger Newark to Algiers,

How many bottles & cans piled up in our garbage pail?

Fall 1970

Guru Om

October 4, 1970

Car wheels roar over freeway concrete

Night falls on Dallas, two buildings shine under sickle moon

Many boys and girls in jail for their bodies poems and bitter thoughts

My belly’s hollow breath sighs up thru my heart

Guru Om Guru Om enlarges in the vast space of the breast

The Guru has a man’s brown belly and cock long hair white beard short hair orange hat no person

The bliss alone no business for my body but to make Guru Om dwell near my heart

shall I telephone New York and tell my fellows where I am silent

shall I ring my own head & order my own voice to be silent but

How giant, silent and feather-soft is the cave of my body eyes closed

To enter the body is difficult, the belly’s full of bad smelling wind

the body’s digesting last weekend’s meat thinking of Cigarettes, bright eyes of boys

What Acid eight hours equals eight hours’ Om continuous attention—

the Guru is equal to the Om of the Seeker

Guru Guru Guru Guru Guru Guru Guru Sitaram Omkar Das Thakur thin voic’d recommended “Give up desire for children”

Dehorahava Baba sat on the Ganges and described eat & drinking pranayam

Nityananda floated thru his giant photo body

Babaji’s hand the hand of a dead man in my dead man’s fingers

Out the plane window brown gas rises to heaven’s blue sea

—how end the poetry movie in the mind?

how tell Kabir Blake & Ginsberg shut their ears?

Folded in silence invisible Guru waits to fill his body with Emptiness

I am leaving the world, I will close my eyes & rest my tongue and hand.

October 5, 1970

To look in the City without hatred

the orange moon edge sunk into blue Cloud

a second night autos roar to and fro Downtown towers’ horizon

airplane moving between moon and white-lit bank towers

lightning haze above twinkling-bulbed man city flats

It is mind-City risen particularly solid.

What elder age grew such cities visioned from these far towers’ windows

Seraph armchaired in Babylonic Deja Vu from Hilton Inn?

October 6, 1970

Dallas buildings’ heaped rock tangled steel electric lit under quarter moon

Cars crash at dusk at Mockingbird Lane, Drugstore Supermarket signs revolve with dumb beckoning persistence over North Central Freeway

Leary leaped over the wall with a sword, Errol Flynn’s in the grave, flags & bombs fly over Dallas’ stock exchange

oil flows thru the Hilton Faucets, gasoline fumes smother Neem trees in Ganeshpuri—

Maya revolves on rubber wheels, Samsara’s glass buildings light up with neon, Illusion’s doors open on aluminum hinges—

my mother should’ve done asanas & Kundalini not straightjackets & Electroshock in the birthdays of Roosevelt’s FBI—

Where in the body’s the white thumbsize subtle corpus, in the neck they say

where’s the half-thumbjoint black causal body, down in the heart hidden?

where’s the lentil-sized Cosmic Corpse, a tiny blue speck in the navel?

All beings at war in the Gross body, armor’d Cars & Napalm, rifles & grass huts burning, Mace on Wall Street, tear gas flooding the fallen stockmarket.

Look in halls of the head, nervous leg halls, universe inside Chest dark baby kingdom in the skull.

“Have You Seen This Movie?”

Old maple hairytrunks root asphalt grass marge, November branches rare leaved,

Giant woodlegged wiretowers’ threads stretch above pond woods highway, white sun fallen hills West.

Car rolling underpass, radio hornvoice “the sight of Bobby Seale bound & gagged at Trial” denied lawyer presum’d innocent?

MDA Love Drug Cure Junk Habit? Rochester Exit one mile flashing out Volkswagen window—

Blue sky fring’d with clouds’ whale-ghost-blue schools north drift—

High, high Manson sighed on Trial, how many folk in jail for grass Ask Congressman?

Highway Crash! Politics! Police! Dope! armed robbery Customary E. 10th street, no insurance possible.

—Brown deer tied neat footed dead eye horned across blue Car trunk, old folks Front seat, they’re gonna eat it!

Help! Hurrah! What’s Going on here? Samsara? Illusion? Reality?

What’re all these trailers row’d up hillside, more people? How can Lyca sleep?

Cows on Canandaigua fields lactate into rubber stainless steel plastic milk-house machinery vats ashine—

Revolutionary Suicide! Driving on Persian gasoline?

Kill Whale & ocean? Oh one American myself shits 1000 times more Chemical waste into freshwater & seas than any single Chinaman!

America Suicide Cure World Cancer! Myself included dependent on Chemicals, wheels, dollars,

metal Coke Cans Liquid propane batteries marijuana lettuce avocados cigarettes plastic pens & milkbottles—electric

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